Normal kah bakal pengantin rasa tiba2 takut utk kawen. Nop. Bukan takut komitmen. Bukan takut xda kebebasan. Bukan takut terkongkong. Bukan takut xbole joli katak. Selama ni aku sendiri. Bukan joli pun. Balik rumah lepas kerja terus menghadap laptop jak sampai tidur.
Tp aku takut aku boring lepas kawen. Boleh kah? Pernah waktu on the way balik dr Nilai, kami diam seja. N i wonder, would this be d situation lepas kawen? Boring dowh!! Aku tanya Addy soalan itu. Dia xjawab. Dia just tarik aku n hold my hand. Aku rasa kasih sayang nya. No doubt. Tp diam itu memboringkan as if we are married for 10000yrs seja sampai xda story.
Call me a drama queen or wth ever. I love attention from Addy. But lately xmcm dulu. Time mengorat, he shower me will full attention. Sms n call me sampai rimas. Serious. Now.......... i feel lonely. Kadang2 terdetik I shouldnt start that fast last time. Biar kena ngorat jak. Puas hati aku. Kena sms siang malam sampai habis kredit ku mereply. Hahaha..bodoh nya aku ni.
Now i dont feel like doing any preparation.
Tp aku takut aku boring lepas kawen. Boleh kah? Pernah waktu on the way balik dr Nilai, kami diam seja. N i wonder, would this be d situation lepas kawen? Boring dowh!! Aku tanya Addy soalan itu. Dia xjawab. Dia just tarik aku n hold my hand. Aku rasa kasih sayang nya. No doubt. Tp diam itu memboringkan as if we are married for 10000yrs seja sampai xda story.
Call me a drama queen or wth ever. I love attention from Addy. But lately xmcm dulu. Time mengorat, he shower me will full attention. Sms n call me sampai rimas. Serious. Now.......... i feel lonely. Kadang2 terdetik I shouldnt start that fast last time. Biar kena ngorat jak. Puas hati aku. Kena sms siang malam sampai habis kredit ku mereply. Hahaha..bodoh nya aku ni.
Now i dont feel like doing any preparation.